Don't Expect This Much Blogging Everyday

I just feel kind of excited, now that I have all 3 of you as an audience, (that's right, I checked to see how many people had read it since I created the blog a few hours ago), so now I shall write a lil more before I do other things... The truth is that I don't really have much else to do right now. Its a Tuesday night, and frankly, I don't have that many friends right now. Not that, you know, I'm a loser or anything, its just that I just came back to Mexico a month and a half ago, and my best friend is kinda giving me the silent treatment right now cause I got drunk and peed somewhere I shouldn't have. And, no it was not her bed or any part of her anatomy.
Anyway, back to the point of me not having much to do... so yeah, it pretty much gives me lots of time to surf the web and watch lots of lubetube, um, I mean youtube. Recently, I was searching San Miguel Allende, a small town to the north of Mexico city, on google. I often search this town when I am really bored because I used to live there, and I feel like I am still very connected to it. Honestly, not really because of most of the people; there are very few that I would still consider friends. I don't really know why it sticks in my head. Anyway, so I was searching and I looked up this guy that I knew, who's father I dated (shut up), and found out via his myspace, that the dad had gotten married just a few months ago. Hmmm. I don't know how I feel about that, really. I mean, its not like we were dating for long (I guess about a month), nor did I feel such great attatchment to him. It just felt wierd. I think the reason it was wierd for me was because he got married to a girl that he had met THROUGH ME, who proceeded to steal him from me, really. I mean, she had been my friend, while I was dating him, and I introduced them, and the next thing I know, I see them out at a bar together.... yeah it hurt, but whatever, its not like I was in love with him or whatever.
So here's whats been on my mind: Why am I still thinking about it? I have been thinking two different thoughts; the first one that pops up normally is ''I wish they had broken up soon after they got together, and she had felt heartbroken,'' just to spite her, and then the second one goes something like ''No, I'm glad they are married, at least when it hurt me, it was worth it for them,'' and ''Now she won't be doing that to anyone else now (hopefully).'' I keep saying to myself that I should think positive thoughts like the second ones, because that will make me a better person and karma and blah blah blah, but does the first thought cancel out the karma of the second thought?

I don't know, You tell me, my dear (three) readers.